shameless

2005-02-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

well just wanted to let you guys know that
you're very dear to me and that my life
wouldnt be complete without the both of you.
and if one day we drift and dont talk anymore
there's still a special place in my heart with the both
of you in it+mitch too (:

love much
caryn

2004-07-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

hey guys just a little something for ya'll

here for you - firehouse

So you think you've got it all figured out
Well you know you can't make it alone
Everbody needs somebody to help them out
And you know I could be that someone

And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

I am here for you, always here for you
When you need a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on, I am here for you

So you think that love is long overdue
Tired of looking for someone to care
Let me tell you know the choice is up to you
But you know I will always be there

I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin` someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you

So now you've got it all figured out
And you know you've found someone that cares
And if you ever need somebody to help you out
Well you know I will always be there

And if you ever get lost on life's highway
Don't know where to go
There's just one thing that I want you to know

I am here for you, always here for you
When you're needin` someone to hold you
Remember I told you
I am here for you, I am here for you

2004-07-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

epiphany kills me

i kinda miss my sister?.. sigh. the bitch of the room has gone. i hope she reproduces fast la.
have this instand craving for the TingTingTang. know those in a bottle and we can use chopsticks to twirl it. tomorrow-today's the chij's artfest. cant wait. looking forward to see people. more like the ex-ijians. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2004-06-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

shameless here again!

just attended celest sister's wedding mass :) the procedure is super sweet! celest looked like the bride actually. pretty girl.you think outta three of us, who'll get married first? anw, dont talk bout us.. wad bout mich, gen and jo? hahas. hard? anything is possible.. celest is curling caryn's hair now while im here at the compt, cos unfortunately, my hair is not long enough.. it'll grow!

oh no. school tmr.. i havent done my two compos and ss hw. they're gonna blow. alrights, shall visit blogs.

GINA

2004-06-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

its been long since anyone updated.
so i decided i shld do it.
well the holidays are coming to an end
in a few more days school's starting again.
kind of looking forward to that.

long long time since we last met up.
celest's sister's getting married this sunday.
the three of us shall unite then.
cant wait.

gina still doesnt remember the password eh.
-shakes head.
hahaha
it's time we reminded her

okiedokie ive to go bathe now.
enjoy what's left of the hols and i'll see the both of you on sunday!
much love!

caryn.

2004-06-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

pussy cat pussy cat...

Gina LOH: i promise not to shout but YOU WERE THE KUKU WHO MADE THIS BLOG AND YOU'RE THE KUKU WHO FORGETS THE PASSWORD. OUR PASSWORD KICKS ASS AND YOU FORGOT. HOW COULD YOU LET IT SLIP OFF YOUR MIND HUH. THIS SHOWS HOW DEVOTED YOU ARE TO THE BLOG NOT REMEMBERING OUR HOLY PASSWORD. -smiles sweetly-

by the way, i do not have an atm card if you are aware of my situation right now.. nevermind though i'll get penny to pay for me. its just penny pussy and me. one more day before i get confirmed. oh man..
let me list out some of my sins.
i eat meat on friday........................
thats the only sin i can remember. today's a day of recollection. imma be praying. i WILL
lunching at my place alright? i wont take no for an answer.maybe after that i can change out of my vintage-alike dress n can do some shopping. window shopping for Celest la.
can we start studying soon. i need both your help to motivate. the principal's words made sense to me so please be best friends and do me a favour by making me study.

whats up with si bo di. OH BEFORE I FORGET. cherline's gonna get two hamsters. after debating, she has finally agreed to lemme name them BOBO and DIDI. :DDDDDDDDDDD maybe i'll name the girl bobo since caryn's a trans and didi the boy cos gina you are tamade violent. YES.n =DDDDDDDD arent yall proud that two cute hamsters are gonnna be named after you both!

CARYN: a porn company just asked me to sign a contract n i cant do it without my manager. so please, remind me to sign it tomorrow. bambam's ready for some action baby! miaooww. kinky. :)

2004-06-05T09:41:00.000+08:00

-burst out laughing-
oh man i swear your mum's damn damn cute!
hahahaha.
well had fun shopping with your mum yesterday i hope!

and to miss gina.HOW COULD YOU LOSE THE PASSWORD!
nvm nvm shall tell you when i see you tmr.
anyhow yes yes. pls be prepared for the spore sale!
msg you ltr on what time to meet and all tmr okie.
lunch tmr at celest's place? ok?

2004-06-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

whats new pussycat

ive got a flu bug!!!!!! -sneezes-
hope i wont be rudolf on sunday
feels like im getting married.
hhaha.
you both are invited to my place for lunch after that.
invitation to my TWO best friends only.
transported provided. wanna?
guess what. my mum made me downloaded the pussy cat song.
im listening to it right now.
and seeing her dance while hanging the clothes.
let me sing it.

pussy cat pussy cat i love you
yes i do
you and ur pussycat knows
whats new pussy cat
whaooooo!
whats new pussy cat
whaooooo!
pussy cat pussy cat you're so thrilling
and im so willing to care for you....

goodness. she whistling now.

2004-06-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last updated in here.
well celest. im glad your com's fine again you must be overjoyed.
haha anyhow had a great time with the both of you yesterday.
the usual crapping and bitching.
well confimation's this sunday eh. hope your ready for it!
me and gina cant wait to be there. though it's kinda early in the morning.
great singapore sale's here!!
SHOPPING!!
SOON!!
alright??!

well it's getting late. and i've yet to bathe. so i shant go blabbering on and end here.bye babes

.caryn

2004-06-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

NOTE: please replace all asterisks with either 7 ,u ,j , m
i will try to replace

hello sha*less.
why arent yo* all *pdating?!
whats this blog for !
the tho*ght of seeing *r bea*tif*l faces co*forts *e.
had *y nails painted o*t of boredo*.
the song playing on p10 is HERE WITHO*T YO*
parents are planning on *oving to fareast
goodness i* gonna live in town
how boring is it gonna get when town is boring eno*gh
which is kinda good so*ehow
if yo* all needa getaway fro* that horrid place
it'll be pretty convenient to hop by eh.
call it *r second ho*e
tho*gh i wont be staying there perna*ently.
wheres kite flying!

2004-05-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

hey shameless. i dont know when you guys will be reading this but im very upset
rather do my rantings here than to disturb you all.
sorry yesterday didnt turn out the way we thought it would be.
my phone is spoiled. i dont understand why.im also losing the elements of the memories. i thought everything would be okay. not till the dream.not till yesterday. i came home crying. its hard to live through each day knowing you're making believe?theres that face and scent in every crowd.it everywhere to me.maybe i should write to aunt aggie.ha but shes fucked. sweet pineapples they dont sweet to me anymore. i wish i could just switch on my phone. i want to go to number 6 in the menu. click on it and go to number 3.mummy wants me to go work cos ive been spending too much. lets go work. work off the miseries. work off the thoughts. lets work in toys r us. so we can play with toys whilst counting stocks. i can see my telescope and my constellations projector. we can play with big barney too.ride on the baby bike and buy sea monkeys. im not bothered by anything anymore.i dont look for meanings,life is mundane. i live for the memories. i live for that moment. my back hurts every night. it hurts when i wanna lie down n get some sleep. it hurts when i wanna seek comfort under the blankie. it hurts when i cry. it hurts when i toss. it hurts with the slightest move made.i seek strength through thoughts. i need the hospital but everyone is busy to go with me. doubt you all will even want.everyone is lazy. including me. my tail n hip bone is snapping. sad songs remind me of me. happy songs remind me of the past. till the day destiny allows.it'll never come. shameless is there a way we can do something to cheer me up?
i feel so sad, i cant trust love anymore.

2004-05-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

come tomorrow

oh my gosh Gina! haha! my sex cells are prancing about at the sight of the lyrics ooolala!
yes kindly spank the person who sings this song cos it can only be sung by noone else BUT ME
and noone can listen to my b e a utiful singing other you and caryn please.
let alone watch me perform. LOL. happy mothers' day! was out with michelle today
i think we should send her to the mental hospital la
she keeps thinking that everyone is staring at her n talking about her
i felt so foreign also? machiam some super star la receiving ugly make-believe stares
lets go kokomo fly kite next week? shall we shall we?!
in case u all are country pumpkins. let me tell you where it is

OFF THE FLORIDA KEYS DAMN IT.

-Sissy

2004-05-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

BAH HA. this is truely your song celest:

Aruba, jamaica ooo i wanna take you
Bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why don't we go
Jamaica

Off the florida keys
There's a place called kokomo
That's where you wanna go to get away from it all

Bodies in the sand
Tropical drink melting in your hand
We'll be falling in love
To the rhythm of a steel drum band
Down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo i wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why don't we go

Ooo i wanna take you down to kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

To martinique, that monserrat mystique

We'll put out to sea
And we'll perfect our chemistry
By and by we'll defy a little bit of gravity

Afternoon delight
Cocktails and moonlit nights
That dreamy look in your eye
Give me a tropical contact high
Way down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo i wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why don't we go

Ooo i wanna take you down to kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Port au prince i wanna catch a glimpse

Everybody knows
A little place like kokomo
Now if you wanna go
And get away from it all
Go down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo i wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why don't we go

Ooo i wanna take you down to kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo i wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why don't we go

Ooo i wanna take you down to kokomo

-

kite flying someother time yah? LOVE

GINA

2004-05-08T10:42:00.000+08:00

this song is dedicated to the eyeball which i didnt dare look into. shameless you'll get me. read the lyrics. esp the ones in bold thank you very much.
you both owe me more xiaolongbaos! when is my xiaolongbao fairytale ever gonna come true?!
study hard bitchasses! my dog pee-ed on my bed. got screwed by my mum, technically.
alrightyy. shall make myself scarce now. loving you all with every breath taken. :)

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairy tale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe

Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breath can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way

And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray

Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way

Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray

-Celest

2004-05-06T11:43:00.000+08:00

2 down
7 more papers to go.
hang in there guys.
w've only until next friday. and it'll be all over.
study hard now.
all the best!

love lots*

.caryn

2004-05-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

my funky bitchasses! i just completed the ca questions. three questions and it took me an hour and a half. my hands have stiffened from all the writings. was listening to the radio. cant do without it. the songs that were playing reminded me of alot of things cos i always listen to them. kinda made me upset. dont worry it aint getting me down. :) feel the strain guys study hard. im missing you both like candy.
currently playing i dont wanna know on air . -.-

hell hell hell. off to eye for a guy. lovelove!

2004-05-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

dont worry guys. we WILL pass yes. confidence!
however my compo was like crap. oh well.

social studies this thursday chinese the next day.
make sure you two study alright!

gina. yes i realised that. haha.
wad bout mitch.
besides she talking nonsense to herself all the time
thinking that someone's listening to her.

-powerpuff hugg-
:)

.caryn

2004-05-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

really. ive no confidence in passing english. i dint even complete my compre.. nah, gina didnt sleep during exam, but i was stoning all the while. i had no idea why.

celest you better eat i tell you. dont make me go all the way to yr hse just to deliver xiaolongbao to u yah? alright, i'll do that soon. no probs dear. what are besties for? (:

anyway, im a confused child now. i dont know what i want. nvm. studies first.

caryn, if u dont realise, me n ak are competiting for you. :)

can anyone here understand yr dear friend michelle yip mun yoke?

for both:

powerpuff hug

GINA

2004-05-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

hey there darlings.
i hope we'll pass for our papers.
today for me wasnt exactly a good one.
im tired and all grouchy.
had problems here and there.
i miss joey man man.

just to let yall know.
things may look fine
the word "may" i highly note.
dont know what the fuck is going on in me now
and Gina, thanks for that little chat we had at the esplanade today
i needed it. :)
gastric juices are churning in the early morn
while tears form in the night
my back hurts. its affecting my hip bone.
the pain, inside out. almost unbearable

im contradicting myself.
with thoughts still living in me
at the same time heavily dosed with numbness
she just msged me.
its nothing. (decipher)
i need the powerpuff hug now.
aint a good time for Cel.
till then, i'll blossom.

its kind of hard with you not around
till the day we meet again
in my heart is where I'll keep you friend
memories give me the strength I need to proceed
strength I need to believe
my thoughts big I just can't define
wish i could turn back the hands of time
still cant believe youre gone
give anything to hear half your breath

2004-04-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

it's been bout a week that gina hasnt been in school.
thank god tmr's friday.
finally get to see you! :)
english exam tmr. better study hard yea.
we're all gonna make it!
all the best babes.

and as we go on. we remember.
all the times we spent together.
and as our lives change.
come wadever.
we will still be friends forever.

.caryn

2004-04-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

everytime i think of you i always catch my breath
and I'm still standing here, and you're miles away
and I'm wondering why you left
and there's a storm that's raging
through my frozen heart tonight

i ain't missing you at all
missing you
since you've been gone away
i ain't missing you
missing you
no matter what I might say
missing you

i hear your name in certain circles
and it always makes me smile
i spend my time thinking about you
and it's almost driving me wild
and there's a heart that's breaking
down this long distance line tonight

there's a message in the wire
and I'm sending you the signal tonight
you don't know how desperate I've become
and it looks like I'm losing this fight
in your world I have no meaning
though I'm trying hard to understand
and it's my heart that's breaking
down this long distance line tonight

i ain't missing you at all
missing you
since you've been gone away
i ain't missing you
missing you
no matter what my friends say
missing you

and there's a message that I'm sending out
via telegraph to your soul
and if I can't bridge this distance
stop this heartbreak overload

shameless. decipher the lyrics.
nuff' said.

2004-04-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

-knocks. anybody bloggin?

miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl i'm so down
When your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

GINA

2004-04-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know
ive found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is
you

i hope gina's feeling better. bahs. school's fucked. my energy level is running way below low.am physically and emotionally exhausted.endorphines have drained out. re-endorse me with them please.
the hurt hidden is more painful the hurt shown. trust me on that.
the hurt uncared for is worse than the hurt created. sorry if i scared you today Caryn, neither have i the idea tt i would break down. maybe once in awhile ,
one has to unmask herself before the prolong pain starts to suffocates.
thats when it hits
right there
this wound has been exposed too much

2004-04-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

as they all say silence is golden. yes it is.
but after awhile..its unbearable!

without my partner/otherhalf school life's like god dammit quiet.
luckily i had celest to accompany me throughout the whole day. :)
wonder how did she survive without me and gina during the second half of the day.

anyhow gina. if your able to read dis.
we're missing you many many! read ur blog. oh man..porr you.
thank the heavens ur not staying in hospital.
hope your feeling much much better alright??
get more rest and drink lotsa water yes?
ilu and celest plenty :)
-huggs and kisses

.caryn.

2004-04-22T12:19:00.000+08:00

im missing you guys soso much alrdy! ilu shameless

GINA

2004-04-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

celest, please dont be so sad

-pats.
called u just now. but u didnt pick up the phone. anw, my hp line always free for you :)
o yah, didnt get you the pouch just now cos the colour you wanted is outta stock.

caryn: hows bio -rolls tongue- LllLlllLLLLLLllllllogy? :)

aye shameless! remember to catch america's top model ltr!

LOVE

GINA

2004-04-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

Celest Is Still Sad

Orion's arms are wide enough
To hold us both together
Although we're worlds apart
I'd cross the stars for you
In the heart of a sleepless moon
I'll be with you forever
This is my destiny
Till my life is through
The arms of Orion that's where I wanna be
Since U've been gone
I've been searching for a lover
In the Sea of Tranquility
I'm drowning without you here, my dear
When I am lost and feeling alone
I just look to heaven'
I find my comfort there
God only knows where you are tonight

God only knows where you are tonight
Maybe time will tell me
Till then I'll close my eyes and say a prayer for you

Orion's heart is bright enough
To shine on both of us
The constellations never fail
To light the way for love

Orion's arms are wide enough
To hold us both together
Although we're worlds apart
I'd cross the stars for you

The arms of Orion that's where I wanna be
Since U've been gone I've been drowning
In the sea of tranquility
Drowning without you here my dear

the song we were singing in class is called If I Aint Got You by Alicia Keys

2004-04-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

-screams- AHHHH pft tmr. how torturing. affecting our sleep.plus we'll be running with the juniors. how humiliating.
a saturday morning gone juz like that.
i hope the sun aint too hot tmr.
-crosses fingers and prays hard.

ahhh yes shopping. my favourite word.
i wanna go shopping too! but no money
its saving time.

alrights. its getting late. am gonna bathe and get some slp.

love babes.

.caryn.

2004-04-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

SHAMELESS! of cos. this'll be our very own blog :) you guys are the sweetest thing of earth really.

its friday today, the day of abstainin but nooo, the ultimate shameless bitch ate chicken rice again! i tell u, we wont be suprise if caryn n i dint meet u in heaven next time!

shoppingshoppingshopping! x) but when?

anw, we have english compre to complete, and our dearest sissy! u better finish yr resoooources!

pft tmr! :(
o, u guys going for carrie's party right? wanna meet up first? nv been there... alrightie,

LOVE.

read this:

You guard your mind, your thoughts must not devour
Your soul at crux will cower
And the image is mine
Taunting you, unleash eternal time
Am I what you see?
Rising doubts will forever be set free
Torment, I return
From thoughts you've had and are now left to burn
The degree of heat
Denial of lies, the words are incomplete
Yet what is said is true
All you fear cannot be misconstructed

Bizarre made flesh - The heart arrest
What you fear most - Will haunt the host
I'm whole, I become as one
Evil thoughts extinguishing the sun
And in this void I thrive
Fear / strength, it procates the hive
And the tears burn
Forced desires you are soon to learn

Bizarre made flesh - The heart arrest
What you fear most - Will haunt the host

Guard your minds, your thoughts have all devoured
Your soul at crux it cowered
And the image was mine
Taunted you, unseashed eternal time
I am what you see
Rising doubts, forever you're set free

/ benediction.

GINA

2004-04-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

ohh yes.
finally. OUR blog :)
well you two play a bigg part in my life you know that??
yep
always there when i need you
coming up the the lamest silliest crappiest jokes on earth.
together we act like fools. total bitches.making the people around us get a lil taste of heaven.
scaring the shit outta gen making her feel more gross out den ever
feminine.gentle.sweet.lovable.
haha

-does powerpuff sign
we rockass man!
love lots*

.caryn.

2004-04-15T19:18:00.000+08:00

HERE WE COME JUST IN TIME, THE SHAMELESS POWERPUFF GIRLS

yeah right here rockin!
we're the SHAMELESS DOT COM
the elements of all feminineNESS.
rant like theres no tomorrow
bitch like we havent bitched before
complain like we're always in the right
may this blog bind us tighter than binders.
whenever we are unhappy
or when misunderstanding occur
try to understand each other yes?
give in first
talk about it later
pour out the feelings here.
so we can empathise
n untangle those knots together happily
with no hard feelings.
BEST FRIENDS! us three. (:
im one pmsing bitch. but please dont ever divert e attention away
by the way.
WO BU YAO ZUO pft!
theres spot check soon.
keep those condoms at home please.
lol.
shall edit this blog a little.
change our sign off name to something instead of SHAMELESS. baha.

sweetest rushes sent from heaven above.
i love gina
i love caryn

always
promise

-Celest-

2004-04-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

aye shameless! shoot here!

/ didi